I don't mean to be rude

but that was.. rude. So yes, I may have been pretty merciless, bordering on cruel. But I made the effort. Gah, whatever pleases you really. It's not like I stuck to not doing anything about it. And hell yeah, I take offense.

Now, on to the greater things in life. Cos you don't deserve that much attention here on my blog. Call that immature, but shush! You don't even know the story. Right. The greater things in life.

PS: SINCE NO ONE IS DOING ANYTHING ABOUT IT, I WILL DEMAND OG TO MEET UP SOON. LIKE TODAYYYY.

Let's get to the point

#1 I think owls are really cute. Especially on jewelleries.

#2 I really do look like a junkie when I wake up. Aniszah knows.

#3 My favourite tshirt is getting quite worn. I don't likey. ):

#4 My phone is so spoilt. But it still works.

#5 The Youth Group's version is just so awww, you can't imagine. It makes me go soft.

We went to shop for all things electronic the other day and we got a new phone for the house. It's too hightech for me man. I need something simpler. In two hours, I called like 4 people who called the house cos I didn't know how to operate the phone log thing. Also, I was shouting to myself "HELLO??? HELLOOOO?" when all I had to do was press this button.

Dumbass moments, hello.

Moodyyy

Hello, I can't sleep and you can bet your ass that I just overdosed on Ben Mckenzie. Gosh, why's he so cute!!! Seriously. He is unbelievable. Super adorable. Lovable. Hahah. Been trying (and failing) to upload pictures so whateverrrr.

Also been quite the emotional girl the past couple of days. Imagine crying in the bus because of a song! Crazy right. Hahah. Niz was beside me and her facial expression was just wow priceless.

I realise something. Girls are.. we just love to get completely into the moment/feeling. Like just drench ourselves totally in the mood. I don't care what you think, but as far as I'm concerned that's pretty healthy behaviour! It gets quite therapeutic.

I also came to a conclusion. That I'm not so particular about looks. Really. I shocked myself too, don't worry, you're not the only one. Heh. Now I'll try my bed again. And if I'm not successful, well I guess I'll be blogging again. Or yknow. Getting it on with youtube.

49 Random Questions

Not really in the mood to blog blog, so you'll get this instead.

1. Where were you 3 hours ago?
On the bed with Aniszah (kinky eh?) flipping a magazine.

2. Who are you in love with?
Other than myself, no one. Hahah.

3. Have you ever eaten a crayon?
I think so.

4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
Yes, actually there is.

5. When is the last time you went to the mall?
Hmm. Friday. MallS. Haha.

6. Are you wearing socks right now?
No.

7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000?
I don't own a car.

8. When was the last time you drove out of town?
(read previous ans)

9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
Nope.

10. Are you hot?
Quite comfortable, thanks.

11. What was the last thing you had to drink?
Cranberry juice, yay.

12. What are you wearing right now?
Usual tshirt shorts combo.

13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it?
SIGHHH.

14. Last food that you ate?
Banquet's prata for dinner.

15. Where were you last week at this time?
Sorry, my memory's failed me.

16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
Yes!!!

17. When is the last time you ran?
The last time we had PE HAHAH. Unless you count running after the bus/train running.

18. What's the last sporting event you watched?
Not a sports person. Oh yes! The Thai/S'pore match.

19. What is [are?] your favorite animals?
Meowww.

21. Last person's house you were in?
Aniszah's.

22. Worst injury you've ever had?
Probably that lorry accident back when I was 3/4. The friggin stray wire cut my arm and yes, there's a scar.

23. Have you been in love?
Highly doubt it. I mean, hey, I am only 16 yknow.

24. Do you miss anyone right now?
My parents. And my class.

25. Last play you saw?
Gosh, I can't remember! Wait, I know. Macbeth.

26. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
It's all in the eyes babeh!

27. What are your plans for tonight?
It is already tonight.

28. Who is the last person you sent a MySpace message or comment?
Ok, my MySpace thing is dead. It's either. Fairuz or Natasha cos they were the only people I "communicated" with on MySpace.

29. Next trip you are going to take?
Sigh. God knows, really.

30. Ever gone to camp?
Yes, plenty thanks.

31. Were you an honor roll student in school?
How American. Local speak, no I wasn't a trip sciencer. I was a normal science student, RIGHT MUD. Hahah.

32. What do you want to know about the future?
Classics. Will I be successful, contented and very much so in love?

33. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
Nope. I'm at home.

34. Are you due sometime this year for a doctor's visit?
Not that I know of.

35. Where is your best friend(s)?
One's in my room, the other two's at home. Oh wait, one's online. Haha.

36. How is your best friend?
She's reading. The geek. Haha.

37. Do you have a tan?
I'm dark enough!

38. What are you listening to right now?
Class 95's #1 weekened.

39. Do you collect anything?
Let's see. Accessories, movie/concert tickets.. nothing much really. I'm just not that kinda person I guess.

40. Who is the biggest gossiper you know?
ME. Ok, I don't exactly know.

41. Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over?
I DONT DRIVE.

42. Have you ever drank [sic] your soda from a straw?
Most of the time, yes I use a straw.

43. What does your last text message say?
Alright you settle it with Nuzie then cos she just wanted me t tell you. J.

44. Do you like hot sauce?
Not too hot.

45. Last time you took a shower?
A couple of hours ago when we just got back.

46. Do you need to do laundry?
I don't usually do them. Unless there's something I want to wear the next day and it's still in the dirty laundry basket.

47. What is your heritage?
Hm. Dad's Javanese, Mum's pure Malay.

48. Are you someone's best friend?
Yeah.

49. What were you doing at 12AM last night?
Watching 'Save the Last Dance' with Niz over at her place.

***

The view from Aniszah's place

So we were at Borders, I was flipping through Glamour while Mud was flipping through Mac Life. HAHA. Anyway, came across this page which was just soooo hot. I mean, the shoes were amazing and a red bag!! I've been wanting a red bag! Argh! Mama I'll be a good girl, please gimme a 100. ):

Ok, that's hottt.

One word

Rules:-

You.
Can.
Only.
Type.
One.
Word.

No.
Explanations.

So:

1. Yourself: complex
2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend: imaginary
3. Your hair: curly
4. Your mother: friend
5. Your father: intimidating
6. Your favorite item: computer
7. Your dream last night: paris
8. Your favorite drink: cranberry
9. Your dream car: covertible
10. The room you are in: study
11. Your ex: pitiful
12. Your fear: loss
13. What you want to be in 10 years? satisfied
14. Who you hung out with last night? brother
15. What you're not? richhhhh
16. Muffins: blueberry
17. One of your wish list items: bags
18. Time: flies
19. The last thing you did: coughed
20. What you are wearing: shorts
21. Your favorite weather: rainy
22. Your favorite book: alchemist
23. The last thing you ate: grapes
24. Your life: unboring
25. Your mood: annoyed
26. Your best friend: hottt
27. What are you thinking about right now? answers!
28. Your car: none
29. What are you doing at the moment? thinking
30. Your summer: usually
31. Your relationship status: single
32. What is on your TV? dust?
33. What is the weather like? normal
34. When was the last time you laughed? earlier

Gosh, that was so hard! Coming form a long winded person, it was dead tough. Do you even get all of my answers?! Hahah.

I say ... and you think ... ?

Threshold :: Pain

Jason :: Mraz

Suspicion :: Nancy Drew

Tender :: Elvis

Tempted :: to touch?

Crimson :: Red

Repulsive :: Diana Chan

Bulldog :: Fugly

Garage :: American

Racket :: Tennis

9th Feb was..

J loves this one

And I love this

"Eh Huda! I got you with Secret Receipe! And J.. I got you with um. Some Jap Sushi thing"

We tried taking photos with that as the background but J is kinda a sucky photographer! Evidence, *points to above picture. (but she got lucky there cos it still turned out kinda nice)


Anyway, I found this letter I wrote back in 25th April last year 2301hrs, yes I got that down in the letter. It was supposed to be to Aries. God, my handwriting was such a mess! I think it got lost in my room that morning and I was rushing late or something, that's why it didn't end up delivered. Oh well.

Ok, done here. (:

Nothing compares to you

People, listen up! Some things are just NOT meant to be followed. You cannot copy paste all the trends. For instance Sinead O'Connor?

Nobody wakes up one day and decides to go bald. Not really.

I mean Chris Daughtry, Vin Diesel and Wentworth Miller have nice shaped heads and oh right, they're guys (hot guys). I'm not discriminating the girls here ya. You get what I mean.

Britney, you have all my sympathy. I hope you get better soon. I sincerely do, cos I used to worship you. I still kinda do, as in I know most of your songs and all, and yes, I remember your gloried hot as hell days, we all do. So please get normal asap? Even though I understand it's not entirely your fault. The fame and fortune does get to one's head, there's no denying that.

Well, only pretty girls are close to looking okay bald. So at least they got that right. (Cos O'Connor, Portman and Spears are pretty.)

Light bulb jokes about all the JCs in Singapore

(Hilda sent me this email, just thought I'd put it up. I don't get some of them, probably because I'm not that well acquainted with those JCs? But some of them are pretty funny. Enjoy!)

Q: How many RJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: 4 whole faculties. One to design the new bulb, one to manufacture and test it out, one to write a proposal on it and one to market it.

Q: How many HCJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: The whole school. To compete with RJC.

Q: How many VJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: The whole school. One student to screw it in and the rest to cheer and wave flags and banners to give him/her support.

Q: How many NJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They can study without light.

Q: How many AJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: They’re too busy trying to be one of the top 5 JCs.

Q: How many ACJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They’ll rather use all their money to employ YJC to do it for them.

Q: How many YJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Only one teacher to tell them what a light bulb is in the first
place and to demonstrate how to change the light bulb.(So how do you think they’re able to change it for ACJC?)

Q: How many CJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: They’ll prefer it to be darker. (Hmmmm?*raises eye-brows*)

Q: How many JJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Their physics is so bad that they made their macho male physics teacher cry.

Q: How many TPJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Would they even bother?

Q: How many SAJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They believe in praying for it.

Q: How many NYJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are still using oil lamps.

Q: How many SRJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: Huh, what litebarb?

Q: How many PJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: Heck the light bulb lah, the principal would do something about the rightbarbs. Let’s do 300 jumping jacks for not wearing the proper school attire.

Q: How many MJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are too busy trying to get promoted.

Q: How many IJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are Innovians. They’ll find ways out of the dark.

Q: Who wrote all this?
A: A TJCian.

Q: How many TJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They think they are already very bright.

I cried only once.
I don't like feeling small.
Well, five minutes ago that 'once' morphed into a 'twice'. The unlikeliest thing triggered it.
I'm going to do it.
Second, I've never felt that kind of jealousy before. There are different types of jealousy you know. I get jealous and paranoid, yes it happens, don't seem too shock.
I hope it's not what I think it is.
I'm soooo jealous it's ridiculous.
I wouldn't risk anything if it means I can't do that. And be that.
The stranger part about this whole thing is, I know for a fact there's nothing to get jealous/paranoid about. That's the part I'm still trying to figure out. WHY!? Is there another meaning to it?!
Anything.

Cough syrup and strepsils

Today was good cos I got to hang out with nice cool people (flattering you people too much right!) for lunch at New Place and yeahhhh I got to do some Solo Shopping too! I am really hoping that my mum won't snoop around in my room (she does that sometimes, she thinks I don't know but I so know) and discover the stuff! But I think I did a good job hiding it eh.

Hopefully I won't be waking up to "Hudaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Did you just buy this!? And this!? Do you always have to spend your money like water?! etc etc etc". Hopefully.

Anyway, yes. Today, I also realised that you can't go shopping or even window shopping with just anyone. It's quite hard you know, to find a good shopping partner with a LOT of patience cos I AM Indecisive. As in Indecisive=Libra=Me.

Aniszah couldn't be any less interested , she gets tired like *snaps fingers* that and she sits on the floors of the dressing rooms while I try on stuff. -.-" Proof :-


(here's my "thank you" for being sooo helpful prom shopping with me! No sarcasms here, serious!) So you can forget about the boys already!

But I still love all of you. (:

Also, on the 18th, which was *counts* on Sunday, my family went over to Mak Som's (her mother took care of me when I was young, their family is like my second family) and whaddya know! The mommy cat gave birth!

So they have the Blackie aka Mommy Cat, Boyboy the Siamese son, no, I do not know how it ended up being a Siamese, and four kittens!

Look!

How adorable are they?! I couldn't stop squealing. Heh.

In other Cat News, my Koko loves her water FRESH. Like right off the tap fresh. Which is why I sometimes leave the kitchen sink tap on very very very slightly, leave, then come back to switch it off ten minutes later. Cos see, this cat seems to have some kind of sensor. She just knows when it's on.

You can tell when she just had her drink. Cos she'd be soaking wet!

Since we're currently visiting the kitchen (sort of), let's get on with The Kitchen. That makes no sense whatsoever but anyway, since yesterday yesterday night (and it was at it's peak last night!), I've been having this terrible terrible cough/sore throat/runny nose, basically I was sick left right up down.

The throat's the killer. Each time I sneezed or coughed, the pain doubles! ): It hurt so bad I'd have exchanged a pair of shoes for someone to make it better!

On second thought, maybe not. But it really did hurt. It hurt so much that I dragged my brother from the computer to follow me to 7-11 to get Breacol and Strepsils. It was 1.30 in the morning. And the worse part is, the clinic's all closed today so I couldn't go to the doctor! Poor me right.

But it's much better now. This is probably why.

Yes, it was full just last night. I know it says only three times a day 5mlx2 each time, but I had to do what I had to do.

Here's some of Koko in the sink to end this post! (:

Oh you see that skin, it's the same she's been standing in

It has gotten so bad.

I cannot talk to my mother like a sane, rational human being. No, it's no where near possible and within seconds, it'll burst into this crazy verbal fight and we'll be at it like animals. Animals.

We simply can't communicate. I wonder when it was that my friend chose to leave me.

She doesn't understand what I'm saying, she pinpoints and makes ridiculous assumptions. I can't be bothered to explain since she won't get it anyway, I get defensive and the whole shit repeats itself.

Sometimes, it'll get to a point where I block out her voice completely. The saddest part is, it's so possible. I can actually shut her off.

It's like. Harping. Harping over things that aren't harp-worthy. I feel like screaming "Just drop it already". Wait I think I already have, I can't really remember. See, things are so bad and The Brother isn't making things better! He seems to bloody enjoy it.

It wouldn't hurt to talk about the good things once in a while, encourage, and appreciate. Instead of just going on and on about the bad stuff. I honestly believe she just sees what she wishes to see and ignores the rest. And that gets pretty tough.

I know what it looks like, the typical mother-daughter fights, but it's not normal for me, for us! It isn't! We're more like the best mother-daughter pair ever, I can (or used to) talk to her about everything. We're the kind that gossips together, think together, discuss together, everything together! We're the kind that every girl/mother envies and wishes to be.

But all that's changed. This part needs some getting used to, I understand. But I want the old us back. I'm really starting to miss it. I hope things improve. I need them to improve.

Well excuse me, guess I've mistaken you for somebody else, somebody who gave a damn, somebody a little more like myself

Like a flitting butterfly

I've lost friends.

I think losing them, is like, walking without looking where you're going, missing a step and having your foot go down that miserable gap between the drain covers.

First your mind goes blank, cos it was so unexpected and gosh, it happened too fast. Then, you realise what's happened and you are at a serious loss for words and you dont know how to react.

You just don't know what to do.

But you can't stop people from staring, laughing or judging, you can't stop yourself from turning red, you can't unfall yourself, you can't turn back time to make yourself more aware of your surroundings.

You just can't.

You just have to get up, brush off yourself, hold your head high, and walk away.

There's nothing much to say or do. Besides, if you try to smile at those strangers who've stared, laughed or judged (you dumb girl, can't you see where you're going?) they won't or rather can't unstare, unlaugh, unjudge.

So just let it go, and walk away. Nice while it lasted, but like a butterfly, they'll flit to some place else.

All's well that ends swell

So yesterday was pretty good I must say. (:

Did town with Siti and whoa. The entire top floor of Shaw was crawling with CJ/RJ people. It's like their playground. Lol. I tried to be early, really. Well, 1 hour isnt that bad right? Everyone needs some alone time! :P

Anyway, caught Epic Movie which is like the twin of Date Movie and a less funnier, less lame, less crude version of the Scary Movies. Yup. Still, it was a bag of laughs. (Lucy acted in that ep in Heroes! I. am. so! observant.)

After the movie, walked around town, the usual. And I'm again reminded of my no money situation. Sucks ok. Imagine, everywhere you go you see hot shoes, pretty clothes, more hot shoes, nice accessories.. My goodness. I'm amazed I didnt end up tearing out my hair in frustration.

It was nice lah. We kept giggling and laughing and lovely crap like that. (:

I wore my favourite heels which also happen to be the pair that really really kill. This pair, is serious. It will give my papa toe blisters so big and red that I cant help but pop, and then the skin starts to tear, and then the lovely red flesh is bared for the evil world to attack.

Not only that, there's the standard hurting at the the back of your feet. (hahah, that's why we, Diana, Fairuz, Clara too, carry plasters everywhere we go)

But whatever, everything has a price, no? Dont you just love how girls do things that are so dumb? (:

Got home, and the plan was to meet up with two of my favourite people later the night. So I bathed, didnt remove my eye makeup (cos I did it so nicely, hahah), then placed my ass in front of the tv, killing time before I get out of the house again.

THEN, got the sms and we kinda cancelled it, long story. While watching some show on Discovery Travel and Living, I fell asleep. Cos see, I slept real late the night before, but had to get up early which equates to Lack of Sleep+Fugly Eyes.

THEN. The bugger(s) decided to call and ask me to just come on down. I said no initially cos I was soooooo no mood already and would just like to get on with my sleep yknow?

But they begged and begged and begged (HAHAH I love it when people beg me). So I went "you really want me to come huh?" and of course they said yes. Sucking up does you good ok.

I left the house at nine.. the bus took forever to come, so it's not my fault I came that late!

Anyway, met New Person also, who told me a totally different story from Niz! Hahah. Chilling is good for the soul. (:

Free strawberry cheesecake + chocolate + great friend + beautiful night + staircase + anyhowly using the tables and chairs outside that bar so we can eat our cheesecake properly + apartment with spoilt clocks on the keypad thingy + "going back in time" + not having to come out a single cent with the exception of transport = Happy Huda :D

We lazed about at the Very Very Clean Staircase, lying down even, it's clean lah! Talked about this and that and yeah, it was all good. (: Mellow is very very good.

Took the 12+ bus back home and continued with my sleep. Yay for good days!

***
The thing about blogs is.. it's very selective. Which annoys me sometimes. Okay nevermind. It can just get fucking irritating, that's all.

You know how sometimes you just feel so uninspired (is there even such a word) ? Well, I woke up this morning and felt so weird. Like I couldnt put my finger to whatever it was. I switched on the tv, and hello there, you nice inspiring movie! (:

I love things like that. How everything has its own path and it all ends up tying in with everything else so very nicely.

And this is so friggin cool-


Pavement art gone cool. And I still cant believe Lauren starred in a movie! Even though it's all of 10 seconds, Kristin should have been first! Grr. Cavalleri > Conrad ok, ugh.

Smells like teen spirit

Everywhere yet nowhere at the same time. I like the contrast.

My eyes are hurting from the glare of the screen. This is a sign that #1, I'll lose my perfect eyesight soon enough and #2, someone should smash this thing to prevent #1 from happenning.

Or I could just dye my cats green for my 30min "eye break", since they're always up late with me on the table/my lap/within my view.

These couple of days got me thinking about insecure people and insecurities. Several instances. Hmm. It's part sad, part disturbing, part annoying and yeah, part pathetic.

It is also quite sad how people can find it easier to tell a stranger/someone they're not close to the whole truth, but when it comes to someone they're good friends with, they can't. It's like there's this barrier. The whole please him/her dont mess things up thing? That's just messed up shit.

No, I'm not talking about best friends, cos if you can't tell them anything/everything, screw the label then. Neither am I aiming that (above para) to anyone in particular, in case you feel that way for some odd reason.

When he asked me that day, it suddenly hit me. The revelation about those four years.

I do not know how to describe it. I cannot describe it. I simply can't. All I know, is that it's rather depressing.

I have not seen my parents (not preoperly) in three days and I miss them.

I should cut the rude habits. It gets old and it's definitely not cute/smart anymore now that I've left secondary school. (I doubt it ever was, but bear with me here) I mean the last thing I want is for them to have problems with me right, cos it's so unnecessary. Like, gosh, I'm not 5, yknow?

I need a one week long job. Anybody? Cos I dont like working there anymore. The hours kill, but I want need the cash -so bad. I really do. There are so many things I need to get. Why can't my parents spoil me?

Anyways, I've been listening to very different songs of late. I'm quite surprised by what I like, actually. Hahah.

Tomorrow should be fun, cos it's been a long while since I last hit town. I'm hoping Mama's in a great mood tmr when she wakes up. I need the money! ARGH. I hate being penniless.

Must. set. alarm. to. wake. up. before. she. does..

to prepare a nice breakfast. (=bribe shh) :P

Hush now

Dont hold your breath. You can stop it all before the glue dries up and you're stuck. But you choose to be the disposable napkin. *shrugs

VERY TENSE NOW

Ok, I just did the JAE thing. And then I did some researching about my first choice and everything. And then BAM. I discovered a very scaryyyy thing. Quite discouraging! Like crap man. But whatever. It's not my call at all. (rhymes like chimes!)

Anyway, Kieffycat is getting super cute and fat. And no, this time the weight gain is not because she's carrying 3/4/5 mini Kieffys inside! Hahah.

Meow! Look at her, all fluffed up! Dont you just want to like eat her up or something for being so adorable?

Have faith everyone about your choices and everything! Oh and Happy Valentine's Day to you too! Guess how I'll be spending it? Guess, quick guess! Who cares if you're like me and totally boyfriendless? Hahah. Much love ok! MUACKS!

Plenty of XOXOXOs for all the Sexy Singles! :D

So ready to make nice

(warning: following entry is just Grammyful)

I thought Natalie Maines was really adorable last night! Especially when she did that sort of Simpsons impersonation! And bloody hell! She's got Adrian Pasdar every night! I had no idea the Older Petrelli Brother's married even! Hahah.

Anyways yeah, The Dixie Chicks, the biggest winners of the night bagged a grand total of FIVE Grammys! But hey, the Song of the Year is really really nice. (: Easily hooked, yknow?

Thought the Eagles tribute thingy was really good too! I thought generally it was better than last year's at least? Performances were better. Way better. The John Legend/Corrine Bailey Rae/John Mayor (He got Best Pop Vocal!) one was just super. AHHH! And Christina! She was smokin' as usual. The Dixie Chicks gave a great performance too. Oh Justin was pretty darn sexy I have to say.

Apparently, Mary J Blige (Big Winner #2), thanked 55 people when she received her award. Haha!

Oh my gosh! The My Grammy Moment thing is such a cute idea! Man, the girl, (I honestly forgot her name) really worked it on stage with Justin Timberlake and everything! I mean, she has all of five seconds to compose herself, after it was announced she won, and sing in front of the world basically with Sexy JT!!! Respect, man. Hahah.

Speaking of him, The Longest Music Video Everr. Though there will be a shorter version, are you crazy, will MTV even play a song that long!? Yeah, so it's pretty sexy typical Timberlake style. (Gone which is Nsync but same thing, Senorita, Sexyback, every single one. There's a pattern right? I'm not wrong here?) Oh, while you're there, check out the comments. Which are very "huh!?" weirdass ones. Lol.

I admit, I didnt exactly stay put watching the whole thing. Hello, it was 3 hours! But of course I didnt miss the great parts. :D So I did get bored several times, waiting for Scarlett Johansson (who was pretty hot in above vid) to hurry say it's over so I can catch the next show on Starworld!

Enough with the Grammys! Will leave you guys with the Record/Song of the Year! HAHAHA. Ok serious, after this no more. And you know, no link whatsoever, but I swear since she died the attention she's getting has like increased fourfold at least! Be good!

90s baby

I think music of the 90s is really really good. Like the whole decade long! Or maybe it's all because of all these kinda old skool shows I keep watching? 90s music=way cool

Anyway, I am itching to start school. So so friggin itching!

I like to spend time on my bed now

Ok, so guess what this dumbass just did? I felt a sneeze coming, so I turned to my left. Thing is, the fan's there so my sneeze flew back right at my face. Grr. Why do these kinda stupidifying things keep happening to me!?

Anyways, met up with Muddos and Najib for dinner at Mas Ayu and chilling at Starbucks just now. Siglap is Love.

So I got my drink in Venti since Najib agreed to share with me and "choose whatever [I] want". But he didnt end up liking what I got so he didnt want to split no more!!!! *makes a face

Last night, we also discovered bloody loser as hell people. (SHHHHH) For real ok. (was about to add on one more comment but that would just be way obvious so-)

Highlight of the day was Mud admitting something really really sweet to us! It was just a wham! smack! super "AWWWW" moment okay! Was really touched! Haha. And the way he said it right, was like, full of passion and he really meant it. Like you know, it was hard for the words to come out cos he really meant it kinda thing? AWWWWW. I love you two man. Like a lot a alot.

Oh yeah! Aniszah slept over ytd. On the phone (she was asking me abt the buses she can take from Chinatown; her mum's office place) and she mentioned that she was hungry. So I went downstairs, bought IndoMee and cooked it for her ok! How bloody sweet am I!

(And that totally reminded me of Lee and how we'd make our own meals whenever I'm over at her place to just watch Oprah or some DVDs or just gossip and nice shit like that. (: )

But ah, when she reached, it was already cold so yeah. Haha.

We camped out in front of the tv, the 3 of us (plus brother) watching Saw followed by House of Wax. Hooray for Horror! But they are both super lousy. Cos I was the only one awake at the end of the second movie.

I swear I think the way Paige died was so effing hilarious. I remember the whole bunch of us laughing about it at Sophia's (Delph's New Year sleepover).

Anyway, yeah. I only slept 8hours today cos stupid Niz kept bugging to wake me up. "You already have eight hours of sleep! I counted! Wake uppppppp Hudaaaaa. Get upppp. Nowww."

OH OH OH. Great news. You know how for the past couple of months I can usually only see half my bed if not nothing at all and behaving like such a gypsy sleeping in other places in the house?

Well, that my friends, is the stinky past! Cos while waiting for House of Wax to start, I cleaned up my bed! Like wow right!

My nose was overused though. Had to sniff out the laundry and separate the dirty from the clean. Although I kinda decided after a while that since the dirty, clean and semi-clean were kinda mixed they're all considered dirty right?

Which means that currently half my wardrobe is gone. To the washing machine. Bummer.

Also changed my sheets! Now it's all nice and clean and totally sleep-able. Next stop, The Terrible Table.

So anyway, had a nice chat on my dining table, us three ladies in the house (mother, Niz and I) just now for like a good 2 hours+! Yay for great convos! (:

Now I'm really starting to love her.

Right, ok everyone, use your right hand to touch your right elbow.

;D

Picture me in turquoise!

Can you? Can you? Say you can!

Yesterday was alright. I never expected to feel that way, to be honest. I've always thought I'd be extremely relieved with anything below the Terrible Twenty. First it was relief, then came that unexpected disappointment and then gratitude.

I'd say all turned out fine. Not great, but fine.

Right now, I just cant wait for the postings to be out, so I'll know know where I'll be for the next 2 years!

Headed for Marina Square after that with J and Dirah and lunched at Pizza Hut (dammit we missed the lunch student meal slot by like a few minutes). Then we totally chilled at Secret Receipe with the sofas and everything. Yay for sofas and ice cream!

Then Dirah's parents came to pick her up outside the Esplanade and they were obviously in a very good mood especially her dad!

So they invited us (J&me) out with them! Hahah. I totally predicted that please! Ended up having satay, sugar cane juice, and the likes at East Coast. It was nice. (: Her mum said I'm cute! HAHAHA.

Everybody loves Raymond. (which is my father's lame joke, Raymond being him, cos whenever something weird happens like the tau huey lady giving us one extra cos we're the last customers, he'll say that. Like you know. Everyone loves him? Haha. -.-")

Her parents sent me home! Hahah. I swear her dad couldnt stop smiling.

Anw, I'm happy for my friends who did well. Like Mud with the 7As man. Haha. And no, it's not the kind of "I'm really happy for you, but you should die for doing better than me" kind okay! I'm nice and sincere. Really.

Omgosh, yknow the bloody Razr died on me ytd at about.. 3PM+. And then I cant find my charger so I tried using the com, but it totally hates me, cos I think, I dont know, cos I like to "slam" it shut? Anw, I just got it to charge, which meant like. About a day plus of zero contact! Insane. The phone wouldnt stop buzzing! Haha, I'm so wanted man.

Oh, and did you know that my parents kinda expected me to not be able to get into a JC! LIKE WTF I TELL YOU. Where's the faith!? Lol.

On the phone with the mother :-

"Wait, so that means you can get into a JC right!"
"Um, yeah it does but the lower end ones"
"WOW HUDA I'M REALLY HAPPY FOR YOU!!!"
"Huh?"
"YOU CAN ACTUALLY GET INTO A COLLEGE."
"Unbelievable. Ma, you mean you didnt think I could get into one?!"
-silence-
"Ok, good job darling. Talk to you later."

WAHHHHHHHH. Super wahhhh ok.

Met Mr Suresh in the office, and he was really sweet. He's always been. So yeah, the lucky shits at NUS High who I doubt need his fatherly ways know what I mean?

Ok, I want Niz to sleepover later today! Movie marathonnnnn. Now, I'd like to see the sexy Russell Crowe with that really sexy voice (Did you see him on The Ellen Degeneres Show!? Sooo cute.) playing the role that got him the Academy Award for Best Actor!

Gots to love all the bad boys in Hollywood!

Here's one of the Very Very Responsive Koko and me! :D



Bye everyone. (:

What's the story, morning glory!

Hahahaha. I think that's so cute. *points to the title and picture!

Anyway, decided to make this a quick one. In case, yknow. I dont do that great WHEN THAT CERT COMES OUT and it'll spoil everything, and I'd have zero mood to blog about yesterday which was pretty :D.

Picnic with OG1; Clara, Beatrice, Fairuz and Diana at Cool Changi! (Literally too ok. Friggin freezingggg.)

Had fun, it was nice. Diana got lost cos she took 81 but in the wrong direction which I so cleverly guessed. Well, she did get cards and (one!) bottle of naivE and sixxx size C batteries for the radio! (I am ever so efficient)

I'm trying to stay happy and positive.

Everyone brought/bought stuff which I thought was really neat. Like how cute can we all get? Hahah.

More pictures another time. Okay, I'm done here. Gna put on my uniform and head on over to school. We'll see how it goes.

Love, Huda

See you soon ok

Am trying very very hard to keep my spirits up for later, but it's not so easy. Tmr is making me go nuts. It's insane, no shit.

Anyways, had work ytd and sent Lee off just now, so that means... I've yet to sleep and I've to wake up by 4.15 latest. Not good.

Cabbed to Terminal 2, met Clara and friend. Both said I looked like I just got out of bed. :/ Times like these, I am thankful for little coincidences.

Like how I just grabbed the biggest bag on my bed to stuff the other bag and it so happened my shades were inside too so I can hide the just-woke-up-face which is actually a never-sleep-whole-night face. (Along with um, a bottle of naivE, hahah, which is dunno how long ago and a BROKEN eyeliner and the broken parts of some hairclip and like 5 hair ties and a whole LOT of receipts. Haha.)

The 3 of us did coffee/muffins/and such at Coffee Bean. Ohmygosh. Totally cannot remember the last time I had a cup of White Chocolate Latte. Talked, predicted, got excited and talked some more. Then Nada and Jeanette came to send her off too.

Gave her the free hot pink Lime bag (eons ago, when I was lame and read Lime plus I cant seem to find the nice paper bags in the store) filled with little things to keep her busy in the plane (although she doesnt need it, first class, hello) as well as a couple of photos I developed and a nice long honest letter. (:

Sigh. Let's just say writing the letter an hour before the planned time to meet (which was 8!!!) kinda dug out a lot of things. It was.. interesting walking down memory lane, as they say.

Dont get too funky for me while you're studying in Melbourne for the next 4/5 years hokay!

(I look like hell and she totally doesnt, yah I know. Lol.)

And hahah. Cant believe Glenn is considering not playing with that football superstar dude! Later ladies? (:

When?

It does suck, yknow. Sometimes. When you suddenly feel like something's amiss. And there's nothing you can do about it.

Picture survey!

Your name: Nurulhuda Binte Mohamd Rasid (yes Mohamd w/o the 'a'/'e' and Rasid not Rashid, in case you're wondering)

What you look like:
(and yeah, room's very green, been that way since I was 7!)

Where you live:

Your (super super extra tight) friends: (dont take offence you guys, you know who you are, lazy ah) (popcorn&friends&movie is very very :D)
Favourite bands/singers:

(beginning to like quite a lot)

Significant other: Not applicable but anyways, any of these would be great..

(both would kinda be okay actually... at least yknow. unstraight with a hot one? )


(or jared, or jensen or or or.. Richard Gere! Nicholas Cage with the sexy aura! Hahah. Hot old men! and gay or not gay, does not matter!)

Favourite books:

Favourite TV shows:

Favourite movies:




Zodiac sign: Favourite food:

(love chicken, and beef and turkey! fish=EW haha. Meat lover I know.)


Favourite drinks:

(taken off Natasha's LJ)